Happy 11th birthday S.

Good morning!Today my wonderful girl turned 11. For last couple of years I haven’t think of the day of her arrival. It’s too emotional and traumatic. From previous posts you know it was chaotic and sudden and I’m far to say it was the most wonderful day of my life. If anything, it was the most scary and confusing.But today I did get back to it, while holding my big girl in my arms, and I had a good cry.S. was worried and said it’s her birthday and she doesn’t want anyone to be sad and have a sad tears. But it wasn’t, they were happy tears. I’m so happy to have her in my arms, to witness her growing old, and being able to watch her turning to this…
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A year after surgery

Hi everyoneNot sure if anyone is still coming over here to check our news. I don't blame youif you aren’t. I have been quiet for a year!Last post I wrote was two days before S. surgery. If you are a parent of a child you can imagine, or you already know, how stressful this is. Not just the day of itbut the whole process of preparing the child for it to trying to keep yourselfcalm when you want to cry. So the surgery happened and it went well. A small cyst was removed from S. bladderand the results of the biopsy came back in two (full of nerves) weeks. Itwasn't anything dangerous.It was a super stressful time so as soon as it was over, I just wanted to forgetabout.. not write…
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